I sucked my 1st cock when I was 17 and liked it so much that I am still sucking cocks at 29. I had my 1st black guy 2 weeks ago and he had about 9 or 10 inches. I couldn't get it all in my mouth. I licked his balls and he shot all over me. He then forced himself on me by fucking my ass. I had been fucked before, but never with anything this big.. He did lube his cock, but no amount of lubrication would be enough. He gave me several all out thrusts and I was convinced he was going to kill me. My ass felt like it was on fire and it bled a lot. He assured me that I would be OK the next day, but my ass still feels like it is on fire and I am still bleeding. It's not bleeding as much, but it is still bleeding. I have sucked 2 guys since that happened, but I would not let them fuck me. Blow job - yes, but fuck - no. Jerry Dickinson